i looked at yo comment u said i no i shouldnt be watching dis but i cant look away.................................khris is fine i wish i was that girl dressed in all white!

Aw, I'll miss TT, but sadly I can never return. I always told myself when I was younger, that if I became rich and famous I would not use my power and money for evil, but instead I would use it to help people. On TT I felt like I was in a position of power. I was not a mod, but I felt I had the attention of a large crowd and a fair amount of influential ability to them. I never wanted to abuse that power. In a friendly manner I would try to spread gender awareness, break taboos, promote open mindedness, understanding, and deep thinking, and of course harm free sexuality. I only ever wanted to help people and make them happy with my power... but Shido was the opposite. He was in a position of power, and like most people in that position, he used it for his own sexual gratification.

I have little doubt that he'd masturbate to the act of banning me. And even if he didn't ban me solely to satisfy his own sick sexual satisfaction, he still abused his power for his own selfish sake. He saw me as an adversary, someone the people of his kingdom loved, and instead of being happy for me he felt threatened of me and he knew he had to take action so that he could still show his superiority over me and feel self worth, for it was certainly harmful to his ego that I was such a well received member amongst his kingdom.

TT was seemingly becoming the ideal of gloryhood, but Shido's power corrupted him, and the potential of gloryhood became tragically shattered. I'd like to return, but just as Jesus was not accepted during His time, it may sadly be that the world, as a whole, is not ready for me yet. Authority figures will most definitely continue to oppress me and unfortunately that's sometimes just the life a person has to live for trying to make the world a better place. If I returned to TT, I would most likely continue to get banned in Shido's vain power struggle. I'm not saying I will be gone forever, but I need some time alone and I don't think I can manage myself at TT for awhile.