the nights so long the room so cold
the walk to the window always the same
i'm wasteing my life thats what i have been told
nothing to see outside nothing i feel inside




i have to wake up to find the next payday
you don't get anything for nothing
in his world it seems we all decay
the harder you try the more mistakes you make




i'm ready thats what i keep saying to myself
just look in the mirror if you need any help
i don't mind facing life on my own
but it doesn't help that you have gone




lose the shit on your back hater
can't face the fact that someone is greater
don't understand me ok get me a translator
you'll never see the end of me
haven't been a part one and i'm aiming for three
i'm not the one to blame for the life you are living
you still wouldn't be happy if everybody was giving
i wonder what would happen if i snap
looking around me most of this world covered in crap
i have a glass jaw so come brake my face
life moving to fast so i'm trying to slow down the pace
being a king counts for nothing if there is an ace i feel like diein always living in a world full of pain
every morning i wake up no sun to meet me only rain
what is it with the everything happens for a reason please explain
i'm leaving this world call it a divorce
the pain i am on about is never ending help me find the source
it attacks with no reason to it has no remorse
if i was to stick this knife into my chest would i feel regret
don't say i wouldn't because this is not a threat
once i feel that i can't take anymore i'll be dead set
in ending it just like that with no warning
and to think that would be my last morning
i'm not the one to blame for the pain in which they inflict
started to not feel the scars does that make me an addict
so in the famous words of a few nothing else matters
the truth is when your heart brakes everything else shatters
so like the rest i'm fighting off the addiction
why did Jesus suffer this pain his crucifixion
just one last thing my murder case would never have a conviction
i wouldn't be there to hear the sentence
and that is why i'm asking for repentance
or remorse
for what i am about to do




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